My Heart Singing

Entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini aku lagi suka banget dengerin lagunya Taylor Swift - Back to December. Setiap buka playlist pasti langsung nyari lagu itu, gak di hape gak di manapun, buka laptop - online juga sambil dengerin lagu itu. Sebenernya sih emang dari dulu aku suka lagu itu, tapi dulu biasanya aku dengerin lagu itu kalo lagi galau aja. Apalagi kalo lagi ada masalah dan kesel banget sama 'dia' , biasanya setelah denger lagu itu aku langsung calm down lagi, yaa karena aku gak mau jadi nyesel kayak cerita di lagu itu. Jadi, intinya lagunya Taylor yang satu ini bener-bener ngebantu banget buat nenangin emosi aku, thanks Taylor (˘⌣˘)

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up late playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came and the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your texting, your sweet smiles.
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is in your door I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time