Calming Down

Actually, it's just a Taylor Swift's old song. This song has been so long in my playlist, but how could i just realized that this song really touched my heart now. Probably, it's the one of my moodbooster when i wasn't in good mood, especially when i was in a trouble with my boyfriend. This song is quite helpful in solving my problem, because after listening to this song, I usually feel better immediately. I hope you'll feel the same thing after listen to this song.

Okay, let's check the lyrics out ! ツ 

Taylor Swift - Breathe

I see your face in my mind as I drive away
'Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way
People are people and sometimes we change our minds
But it's killing me to see you go after all this time
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm
Mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm

Music starts playin' like the end of a sad movie
It's the kinda ending you don't really wanna see
'Cause it's tragedy and it'll only bring you down
Now I don't know what to be without you around

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

Never wanted this, never want to see you hurt
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve
People are people and sometimes it doesn't work out
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me
You're the only thing I know like the back of my hand

And I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy, easy for me
It's two a.m., feelin' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know this ain't easy, easy for me

And we know it's never simple, never easy
Never a clean break, no one here to save me, oh

I can't breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to
Breathe
Without you, but I have to

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

My Heart Singing

Entah kenapa akhir-akhir ini aku lagi suka banget dengerin lagunya Taylor Swift - Back to December. Setiap buka playlist pasti langsung nyari lagu itu, gak di hape gak di manapun, buka laptop - online juga sambil dengerin lagu itu. Sebenernya sih emang dari dulu aku suka lagu itu, tapi dulu biasanya aku dengerin lagu itu kalo lagi galau aja. Apalagi kalo lagi ada masalah dan kesel banget sama 'dia' , biasanya setelah denger lagu itu aku langsung calm down lagi, yaa karena aku gak mau jadi nyesel kayak cerita di lagu itu. Jadi, intinya lagunya Taylor yang satu ini bener-bener ngebantu banget buat nenangin emosi aku, thanks Taylor (˘⌣˘)

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family
I haven’t seen them in a while
You’ve been good, busier than ever
Small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burning in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and make it all right
I go back to December all the time.

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up late playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call
Then I think about summer
All the beautiful times I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came and the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love
And all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time.
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I realized what I had when you were mine
I go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time.

I miss your texting, your sweet smiles.
So good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I’d love you right
I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is in your door I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December turn around and make it all right
I'd go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
All the time

Taylor Swift - Haunted

You and I walk a fragile line

I have known it all this time

But I never thought I'd live to see it break

It's getting dark and its all too quiet

And I can't trust anything now

And its comin' over you like its all a big mistake

Oh, holding my breath

Won't lose you again

Something's made your eyes go cold


Come on, come on don’t leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong, your all I wanted

Come on, come on don’t leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone

Can’t turn back now, I’m haunted

Stood there and watched you walk away

From everything we had

But I still mean every word I say to you

He will try to take away my pain

And he just might make me smile

But the whole time I'm wishin he was you instead

Oh, holding my breath

Won't see you again

Something keeps me holding on to nothing

Come on, come on don’t leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong, your all I wanted

Come on, come on don’t leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone

Can’t turn back now, I’m haunted

I know, I know, I just know

You're not gone, you can't be gone

No

Come on, come on don’t leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Something's gone terribly wrong

Won't finish what you started

Come on, come on don't leave me like this

I thought I had you figured out

Can’t breathe whenever you’re gone can’t go back

I’m haunted

You and I walk a fragile line

I have known it all this time

Never ever thought I'd see it break

Never thought I'd see it